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CLAMP school suggestion by Kaiboy-lollipop CLAMP school suggestion :iconkaiboy-lollipop:Kaiboy-lollipop 14 16
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Get the gun out of the dresser :iconkaiboy-lollipop:Kaiboy-lollipop 3 4
Glass Jar
I never got the impression that my mother wanted to do anything more than paint.
Even as a small child I can still remember waking up in the early hours of the morning, hair a tangled mess, tied back out of my face in a tight pony tail. I would wander into the kitchen my round eyes taking in everything around me. My mother some mornings would be sitting at the kitchen counter only dressed in a white lace bra, her nipples poking out the front, and a nice pair of cotton underwear. Her hair, a deep shade of amber brown would fall heavily over her skinny body, shielding her eyes which always seemed to be staring at nothing or something I couldn’t see. A steaming mug of tea in her delicate paint caked hands. And a blank canvas in front of her, tubes of paints and brushes sprawled out all over the room. Sometimes I would whisper her name, her stillness making me nervous. At first she wouldn’t hear me, and if she did, she ignored me, but after the second or third time of calling her
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When I was growing up, almond
When I was growing up I lived near a park. The park was exactly three block away from my house. I counted each and every time. For the security of things staying the same, and the hope that everything could and always would be perfect.
Every Sunday morning, after eating fluffy white pancakes smothered in butter, maple syrup or raspberry yogurt, my mother would wrap me up in her warm, tight, vanilla filled hug, lift me into the sky and ask in her soft voice, as sweet and smooth as fairies. “Do you want go where smiles are born, and dance with the angels while they protect peoples dreams?”
I would always smile and except her invitation, often wiping yogurt from my lips and chin. I never declined.
Smiling and twirling herself around, me still in her arms, laughing; I would watch her long amber curls fall delicately over her face, making her crystal blue eyes seem like diamonds through her long eye lashes. Her smooth, porcelain, snow white skin would glow as she kissed me on the
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I'm Pregnant....
She was pregnant.  There was no way of avoiding it.
Fifteen year old Emma McBain lay flat on her back in the center of her bed staring at the ceiling, her six week, four day ultra sound pictures held loosely by her left hand that was calmly draped over her belly button.
Breathing in a deep sigh and holding the picture up one more time she let out a loud groan. Letting her head fall against her black and red little pig themed pillow, she looked around her small but decorative bedroom. Her walls were littered with pictures of her and her friends, random newspaper clippings and even the occasional movie poster or comic page cut out. Her shelves stuffed to the brim with strange books and trophies, on her desk she had her uncompleted math homework that was now late as of yesterday morning.
“Who could think about doing algebra at a time like this…” she muttered.
Sitting up slowly she looked past her skull-themed skirt past her pale legs all the way to her purple stri
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Heart of the Arist
"Are you sure you don't want to sell this piece?"
This was at least the 4th time the art instructor had asked Zeek this question within the last
twenty minutes.
" Yes sir." Was his reply.
The art instructor sighed and shook his head. His small squinty eyes made him look twice his
age. He looked tired.
"It's a wonderful painting..." he told Zeek. "Just's...I can't even explain it to you." He
sighed and removed his glasses wiping them off on his jacket and finally putting them back to his
slightly crooked nose.
"The lowest bid was $200 you do realize...The LOWEST bid. You are being offered a LOT of
money for this piece. The : Zeek didn't respond and kept listening watching the teacher hesitate
and try and find more ways to convince Zeek.
ONE out of several you've done in m: "...I don't mean to push you, but please..." The instructor
was well over 60 years old, it was kind of sad how he begged the way he was doing. "This is the
chance of a lifetime...think of art school....
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the girl who's never here
Artist | Professional | Traditional Art
United States
A glamour gal who wants to talk about cute clothes, comics & butts. ☆
I feel it's high time I discussed this on here since I get frequent questions about it.

To put it simply I have no real inspiration/desire to upload my art to DA at the current time. That does NOT mean I won't ever but for now, this account is MOSTLY used for following some of my favorite artists and keeping in contact with friends.

I am actually planning on creating a NEW account on here someday and then posting art up for people to see.

I do want people to see my art, give me critique and make new friends  along the way.
But right now, due to my own personal preference, the DA community or -something- I am just not going to update here.

Hopefully though you will be able to see more of my more recent work SOON!

More on that when I have more figured out.... :)

Hope all is well.

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  • Reading: Nodame Cantabile
  • Watching: live streams
  • Drinking: ice water


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Nevilk Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav ♥ 
Shimelody Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2015  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav!
chienu Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the +Fav☆
Faithess Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014  Student Artist
you have been tagged to my first Tag Questionnaire!

have fun, Milady~!
ColacatintheHat Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very, very much for the watch! Have a nice day! 8D :heart:
Kamikatamari Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the fav! ^^
RushBreaker Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch ^ ^
turninto Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you very much for watching! <3
aifseiei Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you very much for the fave :3
K0ii Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013  Student Digital Artist
thank you so much for the watch (*゚▽゚*)ノ
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